INKWEAVER

Weaving in and out of ones lives, through the use of my pen, and a simple piece of paper

mat-tray:

a close friend drew this of me tonight in 15 minutes. #modernart #sketchbooks #drawing #amazing

 I Drew this last Sunday. This is a man who is finding well , I think him self 
as much as Iam , my art is coming alive, im sketching more and I did not realize how much I missed. it. I find Tumblr to affect me and mold me for media. HOW HIPSTER can I get? What would They like. That’s why I have been absent. I find it tedious and exhausting people pleasing and I have been really good at it for a long time. Just like this picture isn’t really done neither am I , but do I dare to try. My fears I create in my own head and what base or platform shall I live by instead. The Validation of that Father to His SON, im proud of you even though nothing you have done. That melts me excites me for sure, knowing the grace of my Abba will always endure. No matter what I do no matter what I say, he will love me and his promise is today. Its exhilarating to be the bride of Christ, so awake oh sleeper awake and feel the wave that all of our human hearts are really riding or are you fighting. Its not about me its not about you, but its about kissing the king in the cool morning dew. Trust me you will see, you will come alive even more than me. - Yeshua & son

mat-tray:

a close friend drew this of me tonight in 15 minutes. #modernart #sketchbooks #drawing #amazing

 I Drew this last Sunday. This is a man who is finding well , I think him self

as much as Iam , my art is coming alive, im sketching more and I did not realize how much I missed. it. I find Tumblr to affect me and mold me for media. HOW HIPSTER can I get? What would They like. That’s why I have been absent. I find it tedious and exhausting people pleasing and I have been really good at it for a long time. Just like this picture isn’t really done neither am I , but do I dare to try. My fears I create in my own head and what base or platform shall I live by instead. The Validation of that Father to His SON, im proud of you even though nothing you have done. That melts me excites me for sure, knowing the grace of my Abba will always endure. No matter what I do no matter what I say, he will love me and his promise is today. Its exhilarating to be the bride of Christ, so awake oh sleeper awake and feel the wave that all of our human hearts are really riding or are you fighting. Its not about me its not about you, but its about kissing the king in the cool morning dew. Trust me you will see, you will come alive even more than me. - Yeshua & son

I Did this piece maybe two years ago. I didn’t realize or admit how hurt my heart was and is. When it came to do a self portrait this is what emerged. Its still to this day one of my most honest pieces ever. This year Iam actually coming to this place, these walls which I have so tightly packed around me, and allowed my self to cry, to yell, to sob and be real with my father and friend. I post this, to say Your allowed to be honest. You have permission to bring your pissed off feelings to church or to a friend, or especially in your home, and stop pretending like everything is ok, when you know its not. - Oh and I don’t like How commercialized Iam, my art I realize is so affected by what I think people will think of it. On Tumblr, in my school.
I dont want to become apart of the world, I want to shake it. So shake it with me. Cry with me, and feel real laughter after ward. Lets be Honest. 
                                     LETS M∆KE RE∆L ∆RT
                                              & ∆DMIT 
                                    WE ∆RE RE∆L PEOPLE 

WHAT D∆NCE WILL I HAND TO MY CHILD . PAPPA . WHAT D∆NCE HAVE YOU HANDED TO ME ? I WILL TRY TO D∆NCE CLOSER TO GR∆CE SO I CAN BE FREE. 

Hooker’s Green Hue

Pigment History: Named after the artist who is said to have introduced it, Hookers Green was actually a hue color – a mixture of Prussian Blue and Gamboge. Later, a single pigment, Hookers, was developed. GOLDEN re-creates this color by blending Anthraquinone Blue with Nickle Azo Yellow and Quinacridone Magenta, which offers an almost black masstone with a rich blue green undertone. These qualities are key to landscape painting, making it easy to see why this hue is so desirable.

Pigment Classification: Synthetic Organic (Mixture)
Chemical Description: Indanthrone Blue /
Nickel Complex Azo / Quinacridone
Opacity/Transparency: 3
Lightfastness Rating: I
Permanency: Excellent
Colour Index Name: PB60 / PY150 / PR122
Colour Index Number: 23915 / 12764 / 69800 
Munsell Notation Listing:
Hue: 4.0 G
Value: 2.65
Chroma: 1.0

(Source: side-effects101)

The brides power and authority are hidden in the way Jesus looks at her. It is the force of His affections towards her that compels her to blossom in His image. She is made into the image that which she is loved by. Her true strength and beauty are kept there in a place that can only be found by her. It is her hidden reservoir inside of the King who covers her. Her encounter with beauty is her most powerful source, for it cuts through any counterfeit. It releases true power, vulnerability, and safety. It always connects her and the ones around her to the King Himself. She is a fountain spilling out the abundance of her Beloved’s affections because she knows where she resides. She eats from the fruits of His goodness in the secret place. She delights in times of opposition, for they only tell her to lock eyes with Him in a special way. She is in abundance, not lacking anything but always gaining more. She freely gives and freely receives. She is in harmony with the emotions of her Beloved, feeling and carrying His thoughts. She desires to say what He is saying. She desires to see what He is seeing. The bride is radiant because she has allowed herself to be loved. She has not withheld any parts of her heart, for she seeks true freedom. She breathes in truth and follows the paths of His voice. She has allowed herself to be made into the image of her King, a glorious picture for the earth to see. The earth shall rejoice and give praise because it has witnessed a heart that’s been made one with God.